So if you cannot tell, I have been absolutely freaking out about jobs searches and finding work that is more professional from retail? I mean, yall, I have been freaking out. It’s kind of sad. It seriously eats me up because I really need a better job. I’m completely financially on my own so it’s KIND OF important. Before I go any further let me just let you guys know that I’m an unbiased Christian. I know it sounds weird, but I just think that everyone can believe what they want. If you want to be Buddhist, that’s cool. If you want to  be atheist that’s cool too. I just don’t care what anyone’s religion is. I’m not going to try to convert anyone just because they are different. (Ryan is probably freaking out right now….haha.) I just believe that my relationship with God is a private thing. That’s just me though, I know a lot more people are vocal…but that’s just the way I am. 🙂

But anyways, I go to church literally every Sunday with my boyfriend, unless i’m working,  because staying connected with our faith is super important to us as a couple. Back to this work thing, I have been praying super hard about it. Like literally every night I have been praying for a miracle, ANYTHING to help me after graduation. I know God hears everything, but lately I have just been really discouraged because nothing has been working out for me career wise. Well, when I walked into church this past Sunday the pastor walked up to me and asked me how I’m doing and my usual answer was, “Same thing, just work and school. Still stressing about finding a job and just graduating in general.” He just gave me his usual encouraging words and said, “you’ll really enjoy the message this morning. God is going to work everything out.”

The whole message that morning was about how God works everything out for our good. Instead of being upset and worrying about everything, we should just trust God and understand that everything will work out in due time. Even though I already knew these things, it was just good to hear it again. As crazy as it sounds, I feel like God wanted my pastor to preach that message this past Sunday because of how i’ve been freaking out lately. Even though it’s only Monday night, I still feel at peace from that message and I know that God has everything under control and his plan for me is better than anything I could have even planned for myself.

So yeah, I’m gonna be quiet and step off of my soap box now. I hope this gave you guys a little peace of mind and maybe inspired you a little as well.  I know you guys are freaking out just as much as me! We are almost there!